I am exhausted from this morning's events and it's only 10:15.
Drop-off was pretty horrible for M this morning.
Her routine had a glitch and it set her off.
I had to literally run away while a teacher held her and she screamed.
Then I ran into a friend while I walking home and the tears I had been holding in started to pour out.
I'm so thankful for that talk - I needed to cry because I don't do it enough.
I have a list of things to do and I don't know if I'll get them all done.
I feel like anyone else would have already completed at least 3 things, but I am a mess.
I am excited for the Women's Retreat with my church that starts today.
I still need to pack.
Looking back at JJ's baby pictures makes me sad because I wish I had done things differently.
I was so burnt out from giving 150% to M that I wasn't even giving 100% to JJ.
The colic didn't help.
I'm picking JJ up early today so we can have some quality time together - I don't need more regrets.
On the agenda: donating toys to Shriner's hospital and painting nails.
I hope M isn't screaming at school anymore and that her day has turned around.
I wish I hadn't missed my run this morning because my cough/cold doesn't feel that bad right now.
I love my running group.
I'm listening to DMB "Grace is Gone" - one of the best songs to listen to when I'm sad.
Now I need to listen to Glee Cast's "Raise Your Glass" to cheer me up and get me going.
I need to get on to that list.